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Lost my job...maybe trying something naughty
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New chapter in my life
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I'm am trying a new endeavor. Phone sex on NiteFlirt.com as Allie Lipton
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Older
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So, I am feeling so old. I have abused my body for many years and now I am feeling the consequence of THAT lifestyle. I'm not handling this well at all.
It doesn't make sense to other people and they think I'm overreacting. Truth be told, I was a maintenance drug user for the better part of 25 to 30 years. I also drank most of those years. I started drinking heavy after my mom has her stroke and even more after she passed.
So, I am sober for about a year and a half. I've been clean from street drugs for 10 years. I remember someone saying it takes about 2 years to get all of the toxic stuff out of my body. I'm feeling like the better I am the worse my body feels.
I had to take 3 day's off work last week because I hurt my back so bad that I couldn't walk for 3 hours Wednesday. I returned to work on Monday, and about 3:30am I started to vomit. I went to the hospital and I had an intestinal blockage so they kept me overnight. There was a point where they considered surgery. They put an IV in and after 9 bags of 900cc of saline solution I still could not pee.
I had pain so bad, I called my dad crying and saying I love YOU. I really thought I would or could die that night. Everything is ok now, No surgery needed. But I hurt so much and realized that we all come into this world naked, shriveled up unable to wipe our own butts. That's how we leave...I saw a glimpse of the future and I don't like it.
I also have stage 3 liver disease, cirrhosis of the liver...1/3 of my liver is damaged.
And, that's about it. If I'm lucky, I'll pass quickly like in a car accident. I'm not gonna be hooked up to crap and be in pain and unable to wipe MY own ass.
Thanks for letting me vent.
It doesn't make sense to other people and they think I'm overreacting. Truth be told, I was a maintenance drug user for the better part of 25 to 30 years. I also drank most of those years. I started drinking heavy after my mom has her stroke and even more after she passed.
So, I am sober for about a year and a half. I've been clean from street drugs for 10 years. I remember someone saying it takes about 2 years to get all of the toxic stuff out of my body. I'm feeling like the better I am the worse my body feels.
I had to take 3 day's off work last week because I hurt my back so bad that I couldn't walk for 3 hours Wednesday. I returned to work on Monday, and about 3:30am I started to vomit. I went to the hospital and I had an intestinal blockage so they kept me overnight. There was a point where they considered surgery. They put an IV in and after 9 bags of 900cc of saline solution I still could not pee.
I had pain so bad, I called my dad crying and saying I love YOU. I really thought I would or could die that night. Everything is ok now, No surgery needed. But I hurt so much and realized that we all come into this world naked, shriveled up unable to wipe our own butts. That's how we leave...I saw a glimpse of the future and I don't like it.
I also have stage 3 liver disease, cirrhosis of the liver...1/3 of my liver is damaged.
And, that's about it. If I'm lucky, I'll pass quickly like in a car accident. I'm not gonna be hooked up to crap and be in pain and unable to wipe MY own ass.
Thanks for letting me vent.
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ICP
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Finally got to see them!! FAYGO in my eyes...I was right up front! And I made the local entertainment news, photos to come. II have to transfer to my new phone!
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Hello my deviant friends
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I have been away for a while. Tons of stuff...gone through a couple of phones. Most recent on the glass at the Coyote's game!!! I have pictures! I hope you're having fun here. I'm going to try to be on more!
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